Desperation

Ok so it has been a while since I blogged but I have reached a point where I feel I have to blog again, so far all has been going well since last year October, work was great I had the pleasure of working on a project in Abu Dhabi then a bid in Abu Dhabi with Zaha Hadid architects. In short it was going well, after I finished that I was sent back to the Interchange it was going to be a new challenge but all it has been so far is a reason to jump off a bridge! I am point break with this project and the people, I have reached another level of boredom and slipped into a coma!.

CA has a terrible sense of communication and I am getting tired of asking why? the thought of doing more then one task at a time is beyond CA's capability. The rest of em MF can all do one to...I mean self obsessed materialist shits. I not sure how long my threshold can stretch anymore but my choices are limited, how do I move on when I still have to finish my ptII pt. I feel this invisible ball and chain that is getting heavier every day.

Oh well for now, the diss is going well, its progress not as quick as I would like to have been but I have been suffering from low blood apparently, them whatcha ma call em doctors took my blood and tested it, so the fatigue has not been from "over working" not a likely possibility or even the gym (to work out the frustration of the day) but more a hemoglobin thing. I think I will be back again to vent again so I'll catch up with you soon.